Fuck...I hate kids with a passion...not so much hate, just kina a dislike...they annoy me to no end...But, for some odd reason, they like me...it's rely wierd...like my grandpa...he hates cats, but whenever one sees him, it wants to curl up in his lap...it's pretty odd...oh well...little zach wasted like 30 min of my time earler today, because he wanted to go with me when I left the house...30 min of arguing why he couldn' go, his mother told him no, but he still wanted to go...danm precistance...Thier is an army recruter sitting at 1200...he needs a fucking haircut...I think he's trying to recrute this collage student into something, they had some disccusion about computers...mentoned the collage's kernel a couple of times...pretty fucked up...didn't make much sence, but, I'm not actively trying to pry into thier personal lives...Frankly I could give a fuck about them...they make no diffrence whatsoever to me, or in my life...or, even on the whole...anybodys...yarg...an order of fries at newles sucks ass...the fries are good, but it's like a saucer of them...not a basket like da T...shit, it's 1226...nothing to do today...this is my fucking day off...heh...a day off when you have no home, is not much of a day off...I could hang around zach's house...but With his kids, I don't peturaly cherish that thought...so, I'm sitting at the truck stop...some guy at 0900 gave me 20 questions about my equipment...heh...I love the look on peoples faces when I tell them what I'm packing...the witcha paper had an article on BO2K in it today...pretty lame...they called deth vegtable death veggie...and they said BO can only be used for harm...hell...it's great for a sysadmin...Provides a great way to monitor users...stupid users...fucking hate them...have to have them...but if they could just figure out thier own problems...Cute wait working today...probably not much more past there...fuck her...right now I have like 5$ to my name, and 3 of that goes to my lunch of coffee, and fries...hell of a deal, hell of a deal...This place is reasonably busy right now, but not bad...I've seen worse...stuff like bar rushes...heh...I 'could' hang out in a bar instead of the truck stop...but, that would be realy strange...since I don't like to drink with strangers...mostly, when I drink, I drink alone...just me, and my bottle of poison...and, hell, it doesn't even make me feel any better...but, it does let me sleep when I've got thoughts running through my mind faster than they should...Burning thoughts that hurt, and they won't make you better...I spend way too much time thinking about stuff like that...Way too much time...When I get my paycheck in 2 days, I'm going to get a good, and long calling card, and make some fone calls to people I want to talk to...at 1430 I'm going to head to pizza hut, and see when I work tommorow...fuck am I bored...not just bored, but annoyed at life right now...I don't have internet access (kinda...but lots of politics to get it), live with people I don't know, and live in a town that I don't know...it's very annoying...but, I've been in worse situations before...and this one will be over in 14 days...14 days of hell...at least in 3 days, I can go back to nebraska for a day...That will probably raise my spirits a bit...danm tha wait has small breasts...I would say a c cup...I am currently at a loss of what to do after I get done with this tour of duty...It would be realy cool to work in coco, but I'm not shure if I want to do that...I stoped doing that kind of work a long time ago...at least other then as favors...and even then, it's under protest...fucking pain in the ass if you ask me...all the dumb users that just make problems for me...God do they annoy me to no end...thier are a lot of people who would be dead right now if it wasn't aganst the law to kill them...heh...that would be very entertaining...it would be a good form of population control...from my observation, most people native to kansas are fucking morons that can't drive worth a shit...I thought NY was bad...those people can drive very well...thier just very agressive...here, they are just dumb and agressive...and in a town with 14000 people in it, you don't have to be agressive...not realy...it does help though...I drive well, and agressive...and I ususaly get my way...mostly because my car looks like shit, and people move for stuff like that...they think to themselfes...that guy looks like he gets in accedents a lot, and I don't want to get in an accedent, so I'll let him do whatevr he wants...the ratanal works pretty good for me...and also, considering the way I drive...I pretend when I'm driving that my car is dayglow orange, and has I want to die written all over it (flashing)...I take the most direct routes, but quite often the most direct route is not a straght path...lots of twisting and turning...so that 'they' cannot follow me...Not that they would probably want to in real life anyway, but you never know...a couple of girly type girls just walked in...that type pisses me off...fucking 'girl power'...like it makes any diffrence...you are what you are, and nobody fucking cares...90% of the population is irrelevent...they waste thier fucking moronic lives going to thier mcjob, then go home, and let thier brains drip on the floor in front of thier TV, then wake up to do it again...lately I've been watching a bit of actual TV...I can't belive the shit that's on...it's all fucking shit!...The new fox lineup is blately offensive...they have no fucking morals...and then the marketing...that's the main reason I don't watch TV much (pretty much if I'm forced into it at this point)...the comercals are dumb, but effective...But, it's all part of the dumbing down of amererka...before long this country will barely be able to tier thier shoes for they lack the intelegence to do so...quite a few people I have met don't even have the intelegence that got gave a screwdriver...When I think about i, what am I...am I an artfag? Quite frankly, I piss on art fags ususaly, but the more I think about it, most likelyy...I sit, smoke, and write textfiles...do a bit of drawing...but not that much of that lately...I usto smoke cloves...but that's realy bad for you (but they taste good)...I still dress mostly in black...wearing tyidie today...but it's realy dark tyidie...and due to a mistake that I made with bleach, my black pants are becoming tyedie...hmm...latrine break...much better...I need some coffee...fucking waits...got one...heh...coffee coming up!...when I get a botomles cup of coffee, I get my moneys worth...heh...wish I actualy had someone to hang out with here...but I don't realy know anybody here...all the people I know in this town work at pizza hut...my only friends here are thier, and they are realy just people I get along with well...due to working with them...kina half to get along with people you work with...makes it work better...the caffene is finaly starting to kick in, getting jumpy now...much nicer...some old may apears to be trying to fondle the wait with the c breasts...ok, he left :)...if nothing else, the waits here are experenced, they can cary like 5 plates full of food at once, and they don't seem to mind much at all...bored out of my skull, but that's ok, I spend a lot of my time like that...the rest is spent confused, or excited...but, mostly bored...and lonely...going to work on webpage...EOF