More confusion is caused. The trip went ok...the actual task that was supposto be done didn't get done. Due to problems out of my control. Plus I almot got changed with breaking and enterning...not to mention theft. But luckey this didn't happen at all. But I still went back to iowa almost empty handed. That sucked. Also I got back home very late. That sucked also. I found goofey sleeping with katt. I was more disapoined than anything else about that. But I was too tired to realy care. Due to 8-9 hours of driving, and then having to run around trying to find some jumper cables to jumpstart my car. It was fucking cold out last night. I could not belive how cold it was. Lost feeling in my hands several times while playing under hoods of cars. I was confused by the sleeping arangement, but not upset. I am not shure why, but it dosn't matter. Thier ws just the slightest tinge of jelosuy, but that only lasted a couple seconds. The main reason I was disapointed, was the fact that I had to sleep alone again. I hate sleeping alone. I had been kept going by the thought of laying down beside her, but that didn't happen. Heh, it was enough to be in a warm bed, after that experence. This also brought up information about susan that I had been ignoring in the past. Since it had been to my benifit every time in the past. Still has been to my benifit. Just not in the expected way. It was very good to see sean again. He's doing quite well. Joel is taking a break from collage, and might stop by here at some point in time. I have 2 weeks to get through till I start work. That will be good, my fundage will be very close to run out by that point, so, work will lieraly save my ass. I hope to hell that that proposal I put up will pass. I could use that money quite badly. about 400$ profit. Much needed profit.