From what I have found out, I am supposto ignore all tormenting, and wander the earth. But for how long? This I don't know, and the best way to truely wander, is on foot. It is the simplest, and most effective. That way, if I don't have money, I can still get somewhere. But this is strange. I am not shure why I am still here, other than the fact that it's fucking cold out. Too cold to walk around without much discomfort. Right now confusion is one of the only things I can truely be shure of. Not a very good thing to be shure of realy. Jess made a big ado that she should be faithfull to dominic, but now she is playing with matt. This goes aganst what she said. This doesn't realy help. It makes me feel lonely, dejected, rejected, and bored. And, even more confused. Should I stay here, and get a job, or just disapear one night. That is the question that I must find an answer too.