Why on earth does it bother counting how many untitled documents I've got open? Heh, that's realy not a major issue. What's really bugging me, is how when I play audio CDs in this mac, it shows them as 'Audio CD 1'. And so on and so fourth. If everything goes right, I can have up to 47 (have had). Pretty wierd.

It's also decided that it wants to play any CD that I happen to have left in the drive as soon as it boots up. This is all fine and dandy, but it doesn't bother to launch a CDplayer. I'll have to fix this problem at a later time.

One other issue. When I'm hooked up to something via a serial cable (or modem (same thing realy)). I get a bit of a system slowdown. While this is to be expected to an extent. Not the slowdown I get. The more data I'm shoving down the pipe, the slower I go. When I'm going at an amazing 10kps or more, this box goes to a total crawl. Wierd shit!

Just got into a very strange conversation with my brightsun. Over spelling and grammer. Very strange stuff. The english language sucks!

Or, at least that's the solultion I've come to. It's just a random mix of other languages that happend to fit together in some sort of jumble. It has rules, but for every rule an exception. Quite often more exceptions than bits that actualy fit the rule. GO AMERICA One of the most amazingly stupid things we did...but what language is perfect? NONE! Something we just have to deal with.

Found another bit of information that makes IE for macintosh go faster (god knows why). Tell it you have a proxy server. Stick one in, you know you want to...yah that's it :) Then tell it not to ever use it. Tourture it like the little bitch it is. due to this teasing, you will get better preformance.

Random information, I don't know where I am. And, I know less of where I am going. Or even how I plan on getting there. I have some very good skills, I'm a bright person. But I can't seem to convince anybody to actualy hire me for any of these skills.

Most of the jobs I'v had went with a pretty standard routine. I wake up, go to work. Do something blatently pointless. Be terribly annoyed at how somebody with a lesser intelect would probably be better at this job (not questioning). Annoyed/pissed, pretty much the same thing realy. Then I come back home again surf the web a little. Get annoyed that I have to go to bed so early. sleep for not long enough, and the cycle continues till I eventualy get pissed off and quit.

This has happend many times. More than I can realy count. Also one of the reasons I know how to drive a forklift, handle dry ice, cook pizza, make bagels, wash dishes...the list just goes on...

Any job I can get here that's going to pay much will be a dumb job. Granted that my mother has said 'even dumb jobs pay the bills', they are realy not an option for me. I'll work there a couple days, maby a week. Then I'll just get pissed at all the idiots I have to work with and quit. Quite often in a very bad way. Go out for a smoke break and never come back. Trash the managers office when he can't explain why where doing things in such ineficent ways. Get excorted out by big guys...

There comes another part. The whole bit of interacting with the morons that work at these places. The boring, and mundane work can be delt with. But the morons are just annoying all to hell. They spend all thier time talking about idiotic things I could give a shit about. I could realy care less how the 'game' last night was. Fuck games, fuck them, I don't need them.

The things I'm realy good at, and enjoy I can't realy do for a living...yet. Not till I have a stupid piece of paper that says I know how to do them. People belive this little piece of processed tree fibers more than a persons words. The processed tree fibers don't mean shit. Many people get them without realy having a clue. (trust me on this one)

Then comes a matter of why, why I bother to learn things. I just want to know. The reason being an end in itself. I take things apart just to see how they tick. Not for any great plot to destory the world. True curiosity...a thing most people lack. I ask questions. Why is my favorite.

I was once told I couldn't sue the .gov. I asked why...the person stumbled around the question for quite a while. This is a question nobody asks...thier the .gov. What the hell kind of answer is that!? It's nothing but an excuse. People live in fear of the .gov. It rules thier life. Why! I ask this, but nobody realy has a good answer for me.

This system doesn't work very well...In theroy it doesn't work. In reality it doesn't work, unless you have a realy small population. Even then it's not that good. The problem comes down to nobdoy has any power. Not realy anyway.

They push what they want you to think into your head till you belive it. They almost had me broken at a time...But never again. I strive to stay out of the rat race now. I don't want any part of thier world. Bunch of worthless shit anyway.

Finaly I'm going to cover a bit about viagra...

Viagra lets old guys have sex...nuff said

EOF