For a person who for the most part has a pretty good idea of what is going to happen, and when, this is the most befuttleing of situations. Most of the time I know what to do. As of right now, though I barely have a vauge idea. Oddly enough, I am starting to see things take shape again, slowly. But this time, it's not me that I'm seeing. It's another person, who for the moment is cut off from the rest of the group, for the most part, by her own means. It's sad to see it, but I rest assured that all will work out well. For the answer has been known to me for almost two weeks now. The situation has just started to come to light though, but has been building for well over a month now. Finaly bubbleing to the surface mere days ago. It is a sad plight that this person must walk, but the walk is inportant, more inportant that she realizes. It is a very inportant part of her life. It hurts, but it will make you better. Some of the included lessons are, LDR's cause more trouble than thier worth for the most part, Falling in love with a person that is too similar to one'self is a dangerous thing, and Watch for things to come along, and grab onto them very tightly. I have learned all of these lessons, but not at the same time. I learned that LDR's don't work when I was 16, and it involved a gorgious young lady, but failed to work due to distance. I learned the second a mere month ago, when I had an engrosed relationship with angie, and then finaly the third one I just lerned from living, and testing things, it has searved me well, and not hurt me much. By all means the benifits have fully outweighed the problems assosiated with it. I am disrout to say that this is all the insite that I have for the moment. At least all the insite that I understand at this curent stansa in life. But, in a couple weeks we are ready for the next act. That should prove to be thouragly invigorationg. The living situation that is currently being undertaken is good for the most part, but a bit annoying in bits. I like all the people I live with, and we tend not to get on each others nerves much. But the whole privacy thing gets me. I am slowly becoming accustomed to it, partly by adapting my surroundings to suit me. I have taken claim to the corner of a room, and everybody else treads lightly on it, mostly because it is the far corner, and not teribly usefull to anyone. But it gives me a place to sit, and feel alone when I need to, I can sit here, and read/type/whatever, and I am for the most part ignored by everybody else in the party. This suits me fine mostly. I wish that I could sit up at night, and read without going to the bathroom, or wshroom. But that's not all that bad at all. I can hardly complain at the current time. EOF