Just finished with the biggest rush I have had in quite a while...I heard 32 was going to the south gate, so I followed him, since I was realy close...saw him turn. I pulled in behind him, and he said, "do you have your camera?", responding "no", I was instructed to get it. Time 0127. I went back to the house to get it, breaking every traffic law imaginable, and returned witht he camera at 0133. This was an interesting feat, since I live on the other side of town. The heard pounding, soul reviving adraline was simply amazing. It has been several months since I have felt excitement like that. And, quite frankly, I want more. I am thinking a move to the police force would be a good idea...more excitement, more entertainment. As it stands right now, I get kicks from listinging to them, why not join in in the excitement? Right now, I'm pretending to be a cop...I am a rent-a-cop...not one of the most interesting jobs, but it has it's times. Maby if I worked at a more 'active' strike...but I realy don't know. It has been noted that they would like to transfer me after this strike duity is over, that would be good, I think...The job pays great. And, since I have to be 21 to be a police officer anyway, I have 2 months till then...might as well make some cash till then. As of the time I write this, the strikers are fighting, 2 subjects. Thier are three police at the scene as of this moment, and most likely, 3 security guards. Too bad the security guards can only film. Hmm... radio silence...I'm not shure if I like that. One officer just went on duity. I can hear the police just fine from my 10-20, but can't hear the guards. Well, not exactly not hear them, but I can barely understand them. Now da T is starting to get busy again. Fuck, it's like 0214 in the bloody morning...This place should not get busy at a time like this. But, it's good for biz...what can I say? The three people who just came in are all white, about 20-25, 2 of witch are male, and the third female. Hmm...ammand to that a fourth person...female...I'm debating between ignoring them totaly, or paying a bit 'too' much attention to them. I have been told that I look evil with my new haircut, put in conjunction with the earpice, trenchcoat, and boots. I think that is intersting. Danm, more people...are these fuckers migrating...they all look like collage students. Ahh, good, now thier moging into a place where I can see them much better. I like that very much. More yet...This is going to be totaly crazy. I'm not shure why, but it will be. Most definitly all collage students. No question about it in my mind at all. One of thier plate numbers is 17-2633, Nebraska...Wonder where 17 county is. They all look either dead tired, drunk, or high...It's hard to tell at the moment. Information gathered to listening to them points directly twards the fact that they have spent a lot of time tonnite drinking. That is truly sad. God, they are so blatently drunk. This is one of the things that amazes me so much about people. They work so hard at finding things they can put in thier body that they think brings them pleasure, but in all reality destroys thier brains. They don't understand that the best drugs come from inside...and arn't harmfull. Endourphens...Primarely adrealine. One of the things that you don't feel when you are high, or drunk. I have my suspesions that some of the party members are also high. fucking pot smokers...hippies smoke pot, and if you smoke pot, your a hippie...and hippies suck. For some odd reason, I get the impression that these fuckers are from lawarnce kansas...or lawarnce of some state, but the only lawarnce I know ofis in kansas. Kansas is realy a pretty boring place. Now two of them are putting thier heads together, and talking in hudle fassion for some odd reason, and one of the girls has this smile on her face that looks so plastic that it's depressing. How can someone be that fucking happy, I don't understand it. I wish I could put her out of her misury...and out of mine. But that would be wrong...heh...mostly I'm concerned about getting the snot knocked out of me...power in numbers and all that shit. They have made a couple evil looks at me, like what the hell are you doing here, and will you stop banding on those keys so hard, like you are doing, I know your doing it just to annoy me, I just know you are, so, just stop it right now, do you hear me, just stop it...Thank you. Heh...now thier having a new, and interesting discussion, about religion, Apparently they have decided tht thier of three cathlocs there, and a bunch of others...At least that is thier opinion...one of thegirls, the one with short, dark hair graduates collage on may 5th...I will simply assume this year since no year was specified. Hmm...an evil plan has formed in my head...but it can't work quite right...but if it did, it would make me ritch...and with very little actual work...just lots of inpromptu speaches that are fully coherent...To become the trench coat mafia leader...I would get lots of media coverage...probably get a couple books out of it, and lots of royaltyes...That would be the kicker...But I would most likey get lots of jail time out of it. Maby if I can buy out the guy I reveal this falshood too, I can stay free, but I'm looking at a 50% cut he would most likely want...maby more. The plan has a non-zero probablilty of failure. Unfortunatly, non-zero is not good enough for me right now in this point in my life. Pleanty of time, I have about 3 hours till Ineed to return home, and then I need to install that 32 meg dimm into that system, then after that, I need to deliver the system...I can't belive how long it took to get the parts...Danm...now I remember why I stoped doing that sort of thing, it was way too annoying, and stressfull. Heh...more people...Leather jackets...interesting...they don't look the type...one has a sports jacket on, but he looks more like a computer nerd...mostly from the way he carry's himself. The food must be hot, they keep blowing it off. For some odd reason my left thumb hurts like hell. actualy most of the hand. but the main point of the pain is where the left thumb connects to the hand. It's been like this for a couple days now. I wonder why. I pop it out of joint, then jam it back together again, but to no avail...at this point, I have got it stuck out of joint...and can't seem to put it back. Now thier saying that lawarnce kansas is the 'best' place to live...oddly enought, that is where I'm supposto be stationed next...I'm actualy getting some good battery life out of the notebook today...I am amazed. Ok, now the wierd group is laughting uncontrolably...one of the party members jammed his head onto his plate by accdent...quite amusing realy. Too bad I don't know what they where laughing about. More likely thought, it was just a dumb joke of some sort. He drops the toast, but dosn't eat it...although the thought does cross his mind, since he spent several seconds examinging it to see if it was truely dirts...the whole 3 second rule I belive. I am thinking it would be an oppertune time to light up a marbaro red (how's that for shameless advertising?). Plastic smile girl still has that fucking smile stuck to her fact, it's sickening. Partaly, because she's not truely happy...she's actualy a bit scared. The fact that I'm here dosn't help matters...She hates to keep eye-contact. 46.475 keeps blaring at me at random times...it's realy starting to piss me off! I would delete the fewq, but then I would not know when the fire department sends out emergency calls...and that would suck, because I like to go and watch shit burn. Nothing wrong with doing that...as long as you stay out of the way...They have started finshishing their food. I need to figure out some way to pad this earclip. Thoughts as I stare at the plastic smile girl "Do you ever stop smiling? Are you on drugs, does being next to your boyfriend realy make you that happy? are you even remotely aware of what's going on in this world? are you afraid to die? are your shoes tied? Where are you from, why are you hear, do you know god? what is 3*27?...you suck". Hmm wasted a whole paragraph on her, even though I don't belive in paragraphs. I'm actualy going to put this all in a book one day, I just don't know when. Hmm...I think they are all getting ready to leave...thank the gods for that. I've got that feeling of being detached again. the last hour has felt like several. I don't know why. The danm airport is down again...That is realy wierd. Also to note, I don't belive in carage returns either...EOF