still in kansas, still at pizza hut...228-3317...the number for pizza hut in beatrice...will probably end up working there in a couple weeks...but who realy knows...I tried to call delphi...but then realized it's like 2200 there...whoops...will call tommorow...or better yet, catch her on icq...cheaper that way...have to work in 7 hours..shit that sucks...oh well...just moping floors...I'm the new mopie...part of the mopie duo!...the invencible team...Great song playing...it's way too catchy for it's own good...outside, inside...Zachs kids are still driving me fucking nuts...They took my notebook out and tried to use it eraler today, almost went balistic on them...then had to fight to get it away from them...hence I pretty much keep it in my car, and only realy use it at the truck stop...Got a calling card...nice...20$, and like 140 min...pretty expensive, but cheaper than most phone cards I have gotten in the past...plus the 140 min thing...and it is rechargable, and has voice mail!...not shure how usefull that will be, but at least it's interesting...may play with that later if I get bored...have to call my mom at 2230cst...about an hour...will probably have downed a couple pots of coffee by then...I like the fact that I can sit in the 'profesional' drivers section...it's kina seductive, and kewl...mostly kewl...met an interesting girl last night, realy, realy hot, but frankly I wouldn't touch her unless my life depended on it...does way too much pot...and at this point, her brain seems to be fried...Got my fries...not realy all that hungry, but hell...I can afford it, and it looks better than just coffee...I don't know...I think I'm getting pretty annoyed at potheads...not the kind that do it every so often, or on weekends, but the kind that are high 24/7...they fucking piss me off...quite often, they don't make much sence, and can barely hold a conversation...Thought cory came in for a second...was sadly mistaken...I wish I knew people in this town...but the only people I know are the guys at pizza hut, and some of the waits here at the truck stop...and I have 12 more days left in this sentence that I have created for myself...oh well, I will survive...I will survive...at least I got a BIG plate of fries today...I get more food when I sit in this secont at the same price...kicks ass...I am still realy confused about a lot of things right now...why am I in kansas...what should I be doing with my life...Will I be lost forever...what am I to my friend in FL...should I bother...quite often, I think of that relationship, very much like we are charecters in a book I read (circuit of heaven), thier was newman, he was chasing after his girl for most of his life, but never got her, but he didn't give up...but he wasn't forecefull about it, they where best of friends, and chatted often, mostly about her relatonships gone astray, or the state of the union...it worked out for him, he lived to be like 130 or something in the book, but she died (she staid mortal)...but that part is irrorlevent...the fact is that they staid friends for life...life, what a twisted thing...whoever wrote the script to it is a sick and twisted person...they should be shot at all costs...It ususaly works out for the best, but it's a pain in the ass while waiting for that to happen...don's grandmother is dying...this makes me sad...at this point, he's probably in arkansaw...I wish I knew what was happening with that whole situation, but luckely I am just an observer in that...like most situations...I'm going to try to get all this stuff up on the net tommorow...I think it would be a great thing...Not too much longer till I call mom...danm I'm bored out of my skull, and tired as fuck...danm kids won't let me sleep...due to my split shift, I have to sleep during the day for several hours...and they won't let me do this...major party at pizza hut tonnite after I clocked out...30top...was like DANM!...got the password thing fixed for jack...that should make him happy...cheesy way of doing it, but it works just fine...and it's secure enough for him and his family...I could get through it in 30 seconds (from hitting the switch to having full access), but then I also wrote the thing...The PBX that they have here at newles is pretty cheesy, after you dial a number, it thanks you for using thier service...load of crap if you ask me...prerecorded message...spent a lot more time on the phone that I expected to when I got here, but when you only get to use a phone once a week or so, stuff builds up...and all of it long distance...fuck...Thank god I have tommorow off...kinda...have to head up to beatrice...then get back here in 24 hours...7 of that will be spent behind the wheel...probably more like 8-9 if things go bad...coffee rounds being made...have barely even touhed my fries...had a pizza just before I left work (wrote the software for jack at the hut after I clocked out)...and that was only like 2 hours ago...Almost fucking out of cigs...3 left...that sucks hardcore...will have to run out to my car to get more in a while...spent like $60 so far today on things that I needed to get...gas...cigs...duck_tape...patch cables, disks...and such...pretty pointless...could live without most of those things, but not as happaly... lost my last role of ductape...actualy, it's probably in NE, but you can never have enough of that stuff...well...almost never anyway :)...This is the longest series of files I have ever writen...kinda like chapters...eventualy I'm going to have somebody format this shit, and print it up in a book...might make some money off of it...if nothing else, for curiouslity's sake people might actualy read it...I hae a very nice wait today...and am getting a headache...need to get my ibprofin out soon...hmm...finish smoke first...simply due to the inconvence of walking out with it, and fiddleing with keys, and my glove compartment...Working at the newton pizza hut is kina like having a family, granted a realy wierd, twisted, and sick family, but still a family...and they love me...or at least appear to...kina a mute point in this scene if it's sencere or not...I presume it is though...The bad part of the smoke thing...is I bought this pack of smokes at like 1500...and it's now 2200!...that's a lot to smoke in that short time...but I have bummed a good bit also...I think the thing about the kids that annoys me so much, is that they are normal kids...I'm not usto dealing with normal kids...I come from a very technicly inclined family, so even the dumbest of those kids is still a fucking genius...and most of the people i deal with have fucking bright kids...katie for example...when she was six, she could do addition, and subtracting in her head, and even simple multiplacation/devision...zachs kids...the six year old can't read, and can only do addition by counting things, and even that takes some coaching, and the seven year old can barely read, but can do simple addition/subtractraction...normal kids...Why is that so fucking hard for me to deal with?!...I have a much easyer time dealing with normal adults, at least they don't run amuck quite as much, and they tend to keep quiet for the most part, at least twords me...they just kina ignore me, because I like to dress like one of the scaryist things that exists right now...trench coat maffia...heh...pretty funny shit...did you know that they pulled a lot of various gun mags after that shit went down!...fucking pulled my favorite gun mag...soldure of fortune...great mag...ok, somebody else here has the same name as I do, and it's driving me totaly insane, I don't know where exctly it's coming from, but nevetheless it's still driving me crazy...probably because I can't determine the source...finaly stoped...danm that was annoying...I hope this stuff kicks in soon, my headache is getting wrose by the moment...going to relive bordem by doing some sysadmin type stuff...EOF