Well, in this issue, I'm still working at pizza hut, don't exactly have a place to live, and have a 50% chance of moving to coco FL...or somewhere near there...I'm currently staying at my managers house for the next week, and a half...that's kina wierd...but, he's a very cool guy...Thier TV needs to be degaused realy badly...ok, it's the next day now...had the notebook taken away by thier kids...cute kids, but annoying as hell...pretty normal for that age...4-5 I am guessing...I realy don't know...The one thing that annoyed me the most about them, is thier son, was pointing a toy gun at people, and pulling the trigger...then he asked me to do it to him, and, frankly, I can't do that...not even with a toy gun...unless the person realy does need to die...I guess I just have too much respect for guns, or something like that...Slept in thier 'spare room', not very private at all, but, hell I don't need much...and right now, it's better than sleeping in my car...Heh, just chatted with the wait about my laptop...sent her to dollar computer...great company...at least, from the biz I've done with them they are...I'm sitting at the truckstop, mostly to get my privacy...I'm in the back...and when I say I'm in the back, I realy mean, 'in the back'...they have this hallway that is a dead end...about 100 feet long, and tables on one side...I picked up the last table...I've come down here often enough, that the waits just say, "head to the back"...and they already know what I want...In some ways, I don't want to leave, I've got some new friends here, pretty much just the guys who work at pizza hut, and that's probably to be expected...When I stated I had no place to stay, the manager let me crash at his house...I've gotten a couple other offers also...danm friendly people...It would be much cooler though, if I still had a place to live...was thinking about a poem to write today at work...leme try

the student

the student she was
learned very quickly
he teaches just cus
almost mindlessly

not realizing what
he was doing there
she did her part
thought little to bear

almost unseeing
going on faith
he had a feeling
just coming to birth

It was more than
he could handle
she did not see it then
ignored like a crandle (irish term for fart) (I had to make it ryme right!)

the thought came to light
but thier was no fight
everything went quiet
much time passed
then it was alright
he wishes it to last

Ok, there it is...not bad, lots of feeling in that...I'm not going to explain it here, because, if you don't understand it, you never will...if not, try reading my other entrys...it may make sence...maby...I have tommorow off...heh...pretty lame...I don't have anywhere to realy go...just sit in the truck stop, and waste time writing in my diary, (this), tuning my notebook (danm it's slow), and sleeping...at least on my days off...hopefully I got that raise...that would kick so much ass...from 5.25 straight to 6.00...danm that's a huge jump...most places it's .10 increments, or sometimes .25...I'm fucking impressed (even if he just offerd it, and it never comes)...listning to music off my laptop...cheesy .au files in mono...witch is ok, because the only headphones I have with me are mono (earpice from scanner)...though it's frequency range sucks...heh...so does an .au's...I'm debating about writing a script to compress my .au's on here...so I don't have to keep them in thier huge uncompressed format lying about...and I have lots of them...the only real bonus of that format, is it takes like 1% proccessor time...and on my notebook that makes a big diffrence...danm 486dx2/50mhz...and the 8 megs of ram, is realy the big problem...if I had 16 megs of ram, it would be much faster...I have to swap like 8 megs to HD just to start X...once it's up, it's fast, just have to wait for stuff to load, and switching programs can be slow...I love name completin...saves me so much time typing...it would be kina cool in a word processor...and it could actualy be done...that's a danm good idea, wouldn't help with small words much, but with fucking large ones like indecisive, it would make a diffrence...I think these chairs sit way too low...oh, another thing, when I took a shower this morning, I noticed a huge sore on my left hip...actualy the leg...just below the hip...rely sore, and some open bits...hurts a bit, but didn't realy till I noticed it, I wonder what happend...I don't remember anything wierd happening...maby I leaned up aganast the oven and staid thier way too long that must have been it, but who realy knows...it will go away...it's like 1632 right now...and I don't work tommorow...hmm...gona go work on da page...EOF