Ok, it's 0600 on a friday, and I'm still up. I have to work today, at 1600...but that's like 10 hours away, I'm still good...I'm working a pizza hut...the first job I've ever had was at a pizza hut, that was when I was still 16...danm its been almost 5 years since then...I can't belive how fast the time has gone by, I think that it's just odd...The powersuply fan on my server died, so I ductaped a fan to the back of it...seems to be working for the time being...kina wierd though...One of the other ironic things, is the fact that my little sister works at the pizza hut in beatrice. I am planning on being back there around fall...Maby I can transfer there, that would be wired to work with a sibling...but, luckey, I'm a cook...and the cooks control everything...because if they don't cook, the waits get yelled at by the custumers, if the waits don't wait, they get yelled at by the custumers...it's a catch22 situation where the waits louse...I'm making a lousy 5.25 an hour (starting wage)...That sucks compared to my last job, it averaged about 12 an hour...this is less that half of that...but most of the 12 an hour was due to overtime...more overtime that regular time (every paycheck!)...This whole situation in general is fucked up, I'm living in newton, Got fucked over by radio shack, and have serouls doubts that we can pay the rent for next month...If that's the case, I have an empty house in nebraska...and it better stay empty...If all goes well, I'll ride it for a few months, kus...what the hell...life is a ride, might as well enjoy it to it's fullest...Another thing that has pissed me off, is that I have not had a chance to check my e-mail in the last 5 days...and I'm fucking expecting mail...ohh...brb...cron mailed me...Just another 'cannot deliver message' message...That happens on a very regular basas...I hate it...But, hey...what am I going to do...I'm getting all wierd and stuff, I'm making my window manager look, and feel like something between windows95, macos, and os/2...it's realy wierd...taking the best features off all of these diffrent systems, and sticking them together...Hell...I have 8 buttons on my titlebars for crying out loud...it's totaly insane...Then the buttons do totaly diffrent things depending on whitch mouse button you press...then alt keys, and meta keys, and control keys...it's an insane number of combonations...and if you throw chording into it...oh, my...you could type with that...I live with joel, and azreal...great guys...the setups is nice, they have nice big rooms, and I have a corner in the livingroom, and a sleeping bag in the closet...It's all I realy need...as long as I've got electricity, and a phone line, I'm pretty much happy...I enjoyed work last night...They where extatic that I was catching on so fast...fuck...I did that full time for like six months before...I was running on a realy huge adrilane high all night...actualy working again...I think I might becoming a workaholic or something on that line...it's odd...I wish I knew where the remote for the mixer was...I hate having to walk across the room to switch tracks...I think part of my problem, is the fact that I havent been properly laid in several months...but I don't think it matters much anymore...It kina wierds me out to work at a place where the average age of employment is about 16.7...My supervisor is only 17...he still thinks its a good idea to get trashed every weekend...Fucking waste of time, money, and resources if you ask me...Like that bottle of captin morgan that I was given last weekend, I would have much rather been given a fiver...I'm almost out of gas in my car, and my battery is realy low, and I need to drive for an hour to charge it back up, but with little gas, I worry about getting stranded...I hate being stranded...right now I'm stranded...stranded in kansas, because I have no fucking money...but that is another reason I have so much umph with pizza hut...they will give me money for my time, and free food...The people there are quite nice to work with, they do act thier age...but we all went through that at one time or another, right? Smoke time...EOF