I'm currently stuck about one mile south of Clatonia. Pittiful little town that has no street cleanup. Danm it all! I've got my car wedged the wrong direction on the road. Basicly ninty degries from the way you would normaly keep your car.
This has the downside of totaly blocking the road. I have tried to move the car, but this was the result of my valient efforts. Sad isn't it?
But there is worse ahead. Since I live out in the middle of nowhwere and the weather is so bad I highly doubt that anyone will be by till tommorow. Yep, I'm stuck here alone till then. I hope that it's less, but you know.
Why the hell do I live out in the middle of nowhere?
Oh yah, because it's cheap. That somehow doesn't make me feel any better now. Heh, now if only steve would have given my power inverter back I'd have something to do. Right now I've got a full charge on my iBook, but that won't last till tommorow.
I would like to note that if I don't move nobody will ever find me. Or at least till the snow melts. My car is almost totaly coverd at this point. I can barely see out of the windscreen, and that's only due to keeping my wipers on.
I did take a nap. It made me feel a bit better but that was several hours ago. Maby I will just freeze to death? Nah, that would suck very much. I've still got people left to piss off!
Oh, I'd also like to note that takeing a piss when it's -30 out sucks. Your 'member' is all shrivled. Not to mention with the wind it's hard to direct the spray. Heh, only got a little on my boot. It will be ok.
Turning off appletalk realy does improve battery life. Though the savings is pretty marginal. 2:45 till that goes out. Past there I'll be stuck talking to myself.
On the bright side I did have the foresight to get a full tank of gas before leaving lincoln. Heh, the only fucking foresight I've had. That means I probably won't freeze to death. Hmm, and I ate just before leaving too. Also got a carton of smokes, and some soda. I guess I am set to sit here for a day or two.
And it was all going so well too. Only five miles from home when I get stuck. Before that was easy. I blame it on living in the middle of nowhere. Nobody fucking cleans the streets off here. Hell, in the town I live in there is still ice from the last time it snowed!
Maby this is my punishment for something that I did wrong? Hmm, no. I don't belive in crap like that. It happend, it was a risk I was willing to take when I left the office. I can't blame anybody for it but myself. Heh, I can't even do that since it was one of the expected outcomes.
I somehow don't think I'm going to make it up to lincoln tommorow to install the internet on that one guys old ass mac. Oh well, I hate doing installs anyway. I only took it because nobody else would. Fuck it all to hell. I hate users, I'd assume kill them as look at thier ugly faces. At least when I'm talking on the phone I can look at porn.
Remember that I probably hate you. It's not about race, or whatever. It's about what you have in your head. Hmm, no. More so what you choose to do with it. It still amazes me how few people can actualy read.
That's probably why porn is so popular. You don't have to be able to read to enjoy it. Just a basic animal instinct that tells you that crotchless panties are good. Or that plastic pants look better next to the bed rather than on the person's body.
Oh, when you where reading about the 'target' in one of my recent files I would like to say that the war has begun. He was doing something today at work that has been denied.
It was only denied due to his abuse. I want to hurt him, and will. He deserves no mercy. I want to fuck his world in the worst way. My eyes glow red as I write this text.
I am so pissed that the management hasn't actualy done anything about it either. Hmm, more than that. Instead of just yelling at him they yell at all of us as to not hurt his feelings. It truely makes me wonder what thier motives are sometimes.
It's been said before, and I will say it again. They day they ban laptops is the day I'm gone. One of the few things that lets me keep my sanity. Heh, plus I can actualy type on Ami's keyboard. Laptop keyboards are the best in the world!
The keys are in the right places (ususaly), and they are close together. I touch type and don't want to have to move my hands around all over the place when doing so. This is a major boon for such things.
Why do we pitty the dead? Tell me what you see, tell me what you know. Is there anyone who lives a painless life. If there is show me so. Dejected and the ostrisized. The brainwashed and the paralized.
In the end there is no guiding subtle light, no judge of wrong and right. Just a final and everlasting peace.
Why do we pitty the dead?!
I think I'm doing well considering the problems I currently have. I think it's kina funny. What I half expect are a bunch of people to pile up on both sides of where I'm at. It could make a terrible mess to clean up. I almost look forward to such a thing to happen!
And yes I realy am that sadistic right now. If you where traped alone in a car for hours uppon hours would you not go a bit stir crazy? I'd wanted to write a book about this at one point in time. But I'd never gotten around to it due to having no expereince in such a matter.
Now I do!
Hmm, christmas music is still in my playlist...
Oh, one of my favorite songs! "No Direction". brb...
I feel like shit. I've got a very bad cold, and have had it for a few days now. But it's just started to drip this morning. I'm also sneezing a lot. You would not belive how many times I've had to clean my screen today. It's insane!
Oh, I would like anyone who read this to thank my mother again for a wonderfull thing she did! She gave me blankets for christmas. I'd put them in my car, and now I'm actualy using them! Yep, she's wonderfull.
I wonder how long I can saftly let my car idle? The temp is still pretty low. Hmm, no. It's normal for highway travel.
This is also the first time in a very long time that I've listened to art bell's show all the way through. Kina nice for a change, but reminds me why I don't bother. Lots of doom/gloom but little real facts. Sure the world is changing but who cares?
After all, we are the top dog when it comes to life on this rock. We eat anything we danm well please. Why do we care if a couple species die off? We can just get them back later anyway.
There was a story on slashdot today about some goats that where geneticly toyed with so that they don't produce milk anymore. Nope, they now give silk when you milk them. How's that for fun? What's next? People who are born able to read? Haha! Highly unlikely.
This car is tight, but much better than the truck was. Heh, I've actualy got a backseat to fuck in now! (not that it will ever happen). But still just having the option is kinda a fun idea. Nah, somebody else will get that honor no doubt.
Two hours of battery left. Not much to do but sit here and write to whoever actualy reads this danm journal. I'm sure somebody does. Or, I mean somebody that I don't know.
Hope for the best, and expect the worst. I got the better half of the worst today :)
I wonder if I could get a ticket for sitting like this? I mean, it is a very bad parking job. But it's not like I have any choice in the matter. Heh, but knowing big brother they will fine me anyway. It's all for the good of america right?
Yep, the good of america. Ban books, promote hate, brainwashing, and theft. Not much good is left at this point. If you remember right this country was created out of hate of taxes. Now what do they do? They tax everyone somewhere between fifty and sixty percent of thier income.
Sure they make it look good on paper. Try to hide it from you, but I can tell. I hate it, but can't realy do anything about it. If I where to complain they would ignore me. If I where to refuse they would put me in jail for breaking the 'law'. (isn't that what the british did?)
Nope, were all stuck here paying for shit we don't want. I work hard for my money, why the hell should I let them have so much of it? I mean realy! They can't even keep the streets clean in the winter! Fuck them!
I wonder if I can sue them for not having this road clean in a timely manner? Hmm, probably not. It would probably be just a big waste of my time. They would not even listen. Nobody listens.
I am currently stuck with a bit off a problem. I want to leave my lights on so others don't run right into me. But I also want to shut the engine off to save gas. I'd prefer to not run out if this whole thing lasts a few days.
I'll turn the engine off when the sun comes up. Maby then I can get a better idea of my position. I would like to say again "I hate snow!"
But this means that I can't go to sleep again till the sun comes up. If the engine dies while I'm asleap I won't notice and it will kill my battery pretty fast.
Oh well, shouldn't be more than a couple hours till then. Hmm, I've still got 1:48 left on my iBook's battery. Or that's what it reports. Hmm, no now it's reporting 1:55. Ifind it odd, each time the drive spins up the time goes down. Then it spins back down and it's back up again.
Can't it just keep a running average from how you have been using the system till it's very near the end of it's runtime? Oh well, I'm glad to have a laptop that has such a good battery.
The snow keeps coming down. Or maby it's just drifting at this point. I can't see out very well and am not going to even think about opening the door to get a better look. I've already done that once to take a leak. Ehh, I'm still cold from that.
Break time.
I sit down for a while and then someone comes along to rescue me! 4x4 pickup and a smile. He even towed me out of the middle of the road! We chatted on the way to where I am now. He's off to work, and didn't have time to take me home. No biggie, beggers have no choice in what they get.
I'm now at the diamond T truckstop. I'll sit here till the roads are cleared. Heh, at least I now have an outlet!
The sun is yet to come up, and it's 7:00. Oh well, maby it will never come back up? I would hope it does. It's needed to grow food. Heh, and I like to eat :)
This place is filling up. Lots of people stoping here due to not being able to go anywhere else. Maby I'll run into an interesting charecter. Already done that once today.
I've been trying to call my parents but thier phone is busy. This is not at all helpfull in my quest of getting home. Oh well, soon food will arive and I'll feel a bit better about myself.
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