Well, contrary to the filename, it's not fun. It's more than not fun. It's as if one of the few things that I can actualy take pride in has been riped from my soul. One of the few things that I actualy enjoy doing, I am no longer allowd to do. This can't be real, it has to be some sort of bad dream. I try hard to fit in with the rest of the idiots in this place, but it's very hard to do most of the time. Am I stable?

CHAOS!

Am I stable?

well, probably not, but maby...it's realy all the same. I live in a world where idiots rule, where the few intelegent people are looked uppon with fear. Where the average IQ is 100. That's not very bright.

Well, I should probably get on to why I'm having a bad then then, should't I?

Here goes. I go to the DMV (another .gov piece of shit), to get my CDL learners permit. Things go pretty good, then before I leave, they take my class O liscense, and tell me that it's been suspended since october. This confused me to no end. I ask them what the hell? They just gave me a fucking fone number to call for more info. Well, needless to say, I didn't get the permit either, so now I have no ID. In some ways, this is good, but in most, it sucks hardcore. So, I drive home anyway...I'm pretty usto breaking the laws, I realy don't care much about them at this point. Call up da bitch at 1-402-471-3985, and she tells me that it was because of an accident in april. Well, yes I was in a minor fenderbender there, but the only car that got damaged was mine, and I realy wasn't too woried about it, so I just ignored it. All it did was bust out my tail lights, and break my trunk. The car was at the end of it's lifespan anyway, so I didn't realy worry about it. Well, the officer said that the damage was over 500$, so a report had to be filed, I filed it, saying I realy didn't care, and since I was the onlyone hurt by it, they should just drop it, and get on with thier pitiful lives. Apparently, they didn't...they wanted to make shure that I was a good citican, who wanted to rase his insurance rates even more by telling the ins.agency about it. Why would I want to do that? I only had liability anyway, so it's not like I'd get anything out of it from them, and even if they did go after the other guys ins.agency, since it was my fault, and I admit fully to it, nothing would come of that either...so, the entiere act was pointless.

I try
You lie
Sit and cry
I want to die

All because of you
What should I do
What do you want
Only pain you brought

I don't understand how these people keep on going, telling everybody else what to do, and never doing anything right themselves, they live a double standard. They do not think what they do. Everybody is just a fucking number, they don't care who they hurt, they are totaly detached. But, if the same would happen to them, then they would just scream. Though, after it gets over, they would soon forgit, and go back to doing thier mind numbing rotuine, not thinking about how thier actions affect others.

I supposivly live in a free country. But, is it realy free? Not at all. At times I'd prefer a good dictatorship over this anyday. The .gov in the USA sucks, they say one thing, then do another. Then, when somebody finds out what they where actualy doing, they write it off as an 'error', or just clasify it, and shutup everybody who was involved/knows about it. It's truely sad. I want to revolt, but I am only one person. No match aganst an entire buracurcy. They decide what we can, and can't do. Without even asking us first.

Voting...yes, in the USA, we can vote on things...at least that's how it looks. But, the ballot box is realy just a fancy trash can. They don't care what we think, they just want to line thier pockets with gold. A selcet few actualy do the voting, a select few in DC. About half the time, thier thoughts actualy reflect the rest of the countrys, but ususaly on trivial things.

Taxes. Every person must pay taxes, in every modern country, it's how the .gov is funded. They only can afford to stay alive, from takeing our hard earned money. Most of witch is wasted on things that nobody realy cares about. Most countrys in the past (history) have revolted when taxes reached 30%, well in the 'great' USA, our taxes are somewhere around 50%. Though, they will never admit it, but it is. First, they tax our income, then they put a tax on everything we buy, and after that's all said, and done, they also skimm off some more at the end of the year. Not to mention, that if you ever actualy happen to own anything, you get taxed on that every year too. They tax us for services, hell, thiers even tax on the stuff we wipe our asses with. Have you ever thought about that before? Didn't think so. And, soon, thier going to start taxing e-mail. They have been trying for quite some time now. I hate it, I hate it. They spend our money, as if it was water. They don't care about us. They realy don't. They are the bigest criminals that exist. The USA rules the world, or at least thinks they do. They run around, playing traffic cop everywhere, even in places that they don't belong. They are idiots. Complete morons. This has to stop.

But, what to do about it?

Well, the answer to this question is rather simple, overthrow them. But this takes planning. It will also take a war (hence an army). But I am only one man. I can't do this sort of thing alone. Thier must be others out there who want to do the same thing...but finding them is the hard part. HOW!?

The other option, is to leave the country. But, since the USA rules prettymuch everywhere, where can I go? Realy can't go anywhere can I? It's one nation, under 'god'...heh, the whole god thing annoys me to no end too, but that's another topic entierly.

They tell you what you can, and can't do. They have no right to do this sort of thing, they are not allmighty, they just have a bunch of hentchment to enforce what they want enforced. They pervert our youth, telling them that this is the way things are, and that they are great. From talking to people in other countrys, I have learned how the USA has been spreading it's propaganda, telling everybody else how nice it is here. How good things are. Well, frankly, things suck! I can't even walk the streets at night without worrying about being hassled by the .gov. God forbid they declare marshel law when Y2K hits. (yah, I know I did it again...but it was the first word in the sentince)

What's next?

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