Can we say fucked up?

Try it...I knew you could. That's the current situation I'm in. I hate it. I can't do the right thing, and I don't want to do the wrong thing. Sadly, I don't know whitch is witch. Does it realy matter?

Does it realy matter?

Probably not, life sucks, and I just plod along no matter what happens. Eventualy I'll die, I wait for that day.

This is going to be a short file, because I'm quite tired, and it's like 1:30am. So, bear with me on not makeing sence that much (do I ever?).

I can't give the details of my current 'problem', but lets just say it's not fun. Not even to think about. Actualy it's got a couple very simple solutions, but thier is no way I can win. Every option is a loss. Some greater than others. Then what does greater realy mean? It all depends on how you look at it. This problem will drive me nuts for quite a while no doubt.

On a diffrent note, I went looking for a trackball today for my macintosh. No luck...the guy at best buy gave me a look like where have you been the last 10 years when I asked him. Gesh!

Then we slowly move back to the matter at hand...As much as I don't want to, I must do something. Sitting on my ass isn't going to get the problem solved. Nothing gets done by that except getting closer to my own death. But I'm cursed to have long life. I've got like 80 years left here. I might as well try to have a little fun during the duration. Makes me wonder where my values are. Being so 'respectfull' and whatnot.

I'm going to leave you with a quote...

Everything you know is wrong!

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