watashi wa musouka des. No reason to not be. Tough my dreams tend to be simple, or at least the ones I actualy plan to carry out. The complex ones shall never be caried out. It would be far too much trouble to do so.

Some dreams are best to keep that way. Nothing but a thought of what could happen. Things you never realy want to happen. Life with some cute girl. Your dream is perfect, but the reality would be much diffrent.

Dreams that involve people tend to be a problem. You can't just 'know' what to expect from them. Even the most predictable of them. One day they will decide its no fun anymore, and rip your heart out.

Yes, I'm bitter.

Damit, I have the right to be bitter. I live in a country where it's quite leagal to hate, but do so and you get in trouble. A country where you have to be 'fair', when fair has nothing to do with it.

As am employer, you would be required to hire a couple blacks, and mexicans just so you don't get in trouble for being racest. Regardless if they can actualy do the job or not. Quite insulting.

Not that I have anything aganst blacks and mexicans. As long as they speak english, and don't have a terrible accent I could care less.

Though I do hate the french. Inbred moronic little fuckers. Thier culture is based on being rude to one another, so you can guess what happens when the visit here. Makes me want to put them out of there misery.

It's odd how people say that french is the language of love. There are much nicer sounding languages. I belive that japanese culture is almost exactly opposite from french. They are the ultimate in polite. Almost to being funny about it.

At about 11:00 we have a guy who looks very much like one of the guys from 'the breakfast club'. In action as well as dress. Too bad it was one of the few charecters I didn't like.

I recently picked that movie up. Makes me think about life. I belive that was the reason for the movie. Showing you that things are not how they appear at first. Quite often that's true. Sometimes not.

Then I also picked up 'Red Dawn', but haven't brought myself to watch it yet. It's a bit of a tear jerker IMHO. Hmm, but then again I cried at the end of 'You've Got Mail' too...

Fruits and candy!

Some random song I found with that name. Sung by Tomoyo from card captor sakura. Not bad, fits the standard format for a song. Too bad I can't quite understand what she is so cheerfully singing about.

Then we move to 'Koi no cute beat', even more cheesy music! I think that I do fit thier target audience though. Early 20's, hasn't shaved in weeks, lonley, and most of all short. Yes, short!

Then I'll find something else to listen to. Maby that daterape song I picked up sat? Yah, that works. Heh, just to let you know, it's not saying daterape is a good idea. It actualy goes on about how stupid it is.

I've also decided that I have no life. If I did, I wouldn't be sitting in a truck stop at 3:00am with my laptop listening to some girl singing in a strange language. Or would I?

Something else I question that's not at all related to the bit above. Do females actualy regret eating things? In 'Bubblegum Crisis', there was a scene like that. Nene was sitting there eating some cake, and crying while doing so.

Her friends where teasing her a little about gaining weight. But is it realy that depressing? Do girls actualy do this? I've seen other refrences to this sort of thing, but don't understand it. Maby someone can open my eyes?

Oh, I should also reprot that I picked up some Tenshi movies. Hmm, on DVD. You know that one of these days I'm going to need to get a DVD player so I can watch these ;)

I'd also like to report that napser is now basicly and totaly useless. If your search contains anything that might be copyrighted work, it shows no results. This has forced me to use other file shareing networks. The gnutella network is ok. Best I've found so far.

BareShare is the best one I've found for windows. It's very easy to setup. Sadly it's not that usefull on dialup since it uses so much bandwidth for normal operation. I think the technical term for this is 'it's chatty'.

I think that makes several pots of coffee I've had now, so I should probably take off. Hit the grocery store for some food (I don't have any at home), and then sleep.

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