Back at da T again...not very good mood...I'm depresed all to hell, and I don't even know why. I'm to the point of just not caring...Not much realy matters...I think maby it's the whole lack of intenet access...I hate using other peoples computers to access it...It's just not right, and I can't do very much more than just check my email...or use icq...a little bit...not much past that...and the guy sitting at 9'oclock is staring at me like I'm some sort of freak or something...Listening to pink floyd probably dosn't help my depression much at all, but it is fitting...I just wish I knew why...Can't exactly pin it down this time...hmm...Been like that for like the last hour...Spent all day 'hanging out' with azel, and don...As much as I like to hang out, I like to be alone a lot also...azel requires too much attention...I don't mind giving people attention, but not 'all' the time...that's one of the problems with tom also...Quiting pizza hut may have not been one of the best ideas...but I don't realy care much at this point...they where not paying me enough to put up with the idiots...and the whole lack of smoke breaks (actualy got one every 5 hours(fuck that))...But it was a job...oh well...I simply won't work at any job that doesn't let me take a smoke break every 2 hours...fuck...I can suck down a cig in about 2 min...The ammount of time they louse due to that is nothing compared to the ammount of time they louse when I get annoyed and start to nicfit...and the cost of reparing equipment/people that annoy me durring one...I'm debating about actualy making all these things work under netscape/IE...not much work...just will take a bit of time...Might do it...who knows...Danm, haven't even writen a whole page yet...oh well...EOF