I'm sitting in beatrice, in my little house, and I can't sleep. It's 0250, and I havent slept since I left kansas 2 days ago. This is getting bad, insomnia is not supposto be this bad. Never. This sucks. I've got most of my computer equipment setup. Listing to mp3's right now, and it rocks. Right now I'm listening to 'Closing Time' by semisonic, or something like that...kina depressing song, but oh well. It's hot here, since tom 'borrowed' my AC, I am burning up, and its realy late. But one of the reasons, is all the computer equipment, that puts out a lot of heat. My UPS is almost hot as a cyrix (inside joke). I'm also getting these weird power spikes going through my body whever I touch metal (most likely because the floor is wet. But that should go away sooner or later. I hope anyway... I don't have gas yet, so I can't realy take a shower...I hate cold showers. Unless Its an emergency...And I don't have a fone line, because, apparently, I still owe them like 375 or something like that...that's shit...I need to get a breakdown of that tommorow, and then depending on the outcome, I kill people, or I get the funds in an expedent manner. I start at pizza hut at 1600 on monday. It's friday now...not much time left. Oh well. 'Pretty fly for a white guy' by offspring...odd song, but hey I don't care. I'm almost suprized that my computers still worked, they where stored in a house with the windows open, and lots of water damage. I pulled like 15+ gallons of water out of the carpet last night. That sucked, but it's almost dry now. I've been smoking cigs like a fiend, but I do that normaly anyway. I'm not going to even talk to the colection agency again. If they call, I will just tell them that I don't belive in them, and hang up. Quite sad realy...Oh well...So much for the HTMLified gfiles...I'll eventualy get around to just doing it right. I know I will...Eventualy...
Stupid people
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Stupid people suck
They don't give a fuck
But they have great luck
I'd like to give them a fistfuck
Microsoft
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They made windows95
They think it's jive
But it's just trash
makes computers crash
They bloat thier code
Takes to long to load
Put in to much shit
I don't like it a bit
They charge way to much
Make wallets go crunch
putting out another upgrade
Into death I hope they fade
Life
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Life is depressing
feelings repressing
The route I chouse
or I may louse
Is thier another way
will someone please say
I'll have another beer
Thank you my dear
(Went out to get a 40 (may help sleep))
(due to a situation beond my control, I was unable to get what I was looking for(they stop selling it at 0100, and start again at 0700), that sucked)
Bonsi!
The closet
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In my closet you will find
Many hangers in a bind
CD's hanging on a wire
Coax cable, aka wire
Many video tapes
but no grapes
A whole bunch of books
the kind that draw looks
A trench coat that is worn
A suit that's badly torn
Missed some of the shit
But that's most of it
Marlboro
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Why do I smoke
makes me choke
It's a bad joke
Some say it can cause cancer
But they don't know that answer
Into your lungs it gets
for a while it sits
till you finish the toke
this must be some bad joke
Government charges a huge tax
I wish they would fucking relax
Love sucks
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Love sucks
Can't hold on
Love sucks
Can't be strong
Love sucks
Because it's wrong
Love sucks
It's a lie
Love sucks
Makes me cry
Love sucks
Eventualy I'll die
Fuck the spice girls
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wana fuck a spice girl
I know her name
her name is piggy
she has no brain
Fucking spice girls
got a movie
I'm disapointed
didn't show boobies
drink
smoke
drink
smoke
drunk again
fuck them
make them suck your dick
fuck the spice girls
right up the ass
call them moonra
and give them crabs
spice girls
got a movie
disapinted
didn't show boobies
fuck the spice girls
right up the ass
call them moonra
and give them crabs
Untitled
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I can't think
I probabbly stink
Been up for several days
depressed in many ways
I can't sleep
I sit and weep
For what do I cry
The answer I pry
Can't sleep a wink
Sit up and think
About things I see
About things to be
Think about what I want
The things I have sought
The pain that it has wrought
The fear it has brought
The things don't go together
Quite the same as the weather
But life is not that bad
I'm usto being quite sad
Art fag
(&%$%&)
Turning into an art fag
Writing poems in my time
Has to be some kind of gag
I can even make them ryme
Human race
@________O
The human race
They will chase
After the other
so they can smother
He is not the same
So, they point blame
Like to play games
Enjoy calling names
I think it's innate
But never great
It's getting late
Shoud hit the slate
5k
^^
Seemed to take all day
My 5k
Dosn't take up much space
I've got much quota grace
Downloads realy quick
but dosn't look slick
No graphics to see
Nothing left to be
EOF