Just had another dream, and this one happend in a half waking type of situation, sorta...I had full conctionsnes during the dream, or actualy in the dream world. It was very wierd, it started out as some sort of trip to a hotel, and then a mesuem...Oddly enough, this was to someplace in florida, I met auriel there, and we chatted for a while, and then she gave me some money for lunch 3.99...due to some stuff she got, that's what the change came out to. It was very cheesy. The strangest thing, is after we met in the dream, we hugged, but only for a minuite, and then nothing more happend, that's pretty normal though for dreams about her...It's just realy wierd, my dreams about other people, people I don't know ususaly get much more involved in that sort of thing...And, then I woke up, at 3:26am on thrusday 24,1999...I should call her tommorow...and check my email...haven't done that in quite a while...The whole e-mail thing is kina wierd, she droped off the face of the earth (didn't talk to me) for about a year, then I recive in every mailbox that I own, and a couple I don't anymore a message from her...I'm realy confused by this whole situation...If my calcuations are correct, she should be turning 16 this year...maby 15, I'm not enitrely shure...that realy dosn't matter much anymore realy though...I am totaly confused...The dream had lots of starwars parafanila in it, a couple sony cameras...nice ones...and once in a while it went into a computer generated world...then in the hotel, thier was a grocery store...or maby not...that might have been in the mall we went to...It was very confusing, and I could not keep things straght...I need to call her sometime today...I can't keep putting this shit off...I wish I took rejection better...one of my theroys, is that she is extremely patent...due to that year long thought...consitering the information that she was given at that time, I can understand a year to think about it...even though the information was already known by pretty much everybody, but I was just conferming it...One of the reasons I waited until then to state that information, was so it would not cause a problem, or as much of a problem...forgoing logic...The other reason, the main reason, is that I'm an indecisive bastard...Since the whole situation came up by accedent anway...Due to her reading dons webpage, and finding some 'interesting' information...Very wierd it is...this whole situation...Well, I think I'm going to back these things up, and take take a walk...EOF