This while situation is quite ironic. Humoriously ironic...This is a good thing, something this ironic could not have been a mistake. Mostly dealing with the work involved on all the parts to get it to work out right. Don and I meet, become friends, jess, and ang meet, and become friends, jes and don meet, get togehter, and bring ang and I together. It is quite interesting. The first time I saw her, I felt like I knew her. Have known her, and will know her again. I knew how things where going to go before they did, understood without words in many situations. Her eyes are the key feature, I have seen them before, know them. It has been quite a while though, I have spent most of this lifetime searching, but I did not know what for, Now the answer is clear. Has been clear fo a few days. The few days seemed like an eternity. But not that long though...for eternit is a very long time. Two weeks seems like an instant compared to 20 years. 20 years now seems short compared to the time inbetween. She is what I have been searching for. To the tee. Every one of the qualifications for a perfect mate have been found. Now I understand why I had those specific qualifacations. It seems that everything is fitting in quite nicely. And to boot, she is more powerfull than I ever imagined. It will take me a while to stop controling myself as much as I do now. But it makes it hard to function in secioety when you can tell wht everybody around you is feeling at any given moement. The only way to stay sane, is to block out almost everything. But that is when alone. My shield has been slowly dimisining since I got to MN, and I don't ever intend to put it back up with that kind of intensity again. It will also help my sanity to leave it down for a bit. It's a bit to draining to keep up all the time. The only question that is left in my mind, is what am I? The answer is ovious for others, I have suspeced jes was elf in some ways, and don wolf, but of myself I have no idea. Thier is the possibility that I am just an old man that has learned more than he should have about things. Or, just been around far too long. But I think it is more than that. It is ovious what I am not, I have known that for a long time during this life. What I am not is like the rest of the general population, human...