Heh, I have finaly done the one thing I should have done much earler, I actualy took my own advice that I had given to another. It was good, and usefull, and also produced the effect that was expected. I am very pleased of this. And, think highly of doing such in the future. A wonderous realazation this has been. And, not to mention usefull in future. Also, it made me feel better, feel like I was actualy pitching in a bit, and not just being a useless slob. Working today also helped to reinforce this. Made 60$...not bad for about an hours work...too bad it involved almost four hours of driving to get that hour of work. And, as it looks, I will be getting more work from that source. And from other sources, that where unsesepected. Rick is a realy nice guy, hopefully he continues on in this fassion. I don't see why he wouldn't. He reminds me of somebody I knew in the past...A bit wormy, and only to be given the information he needs to know, plus a bit extra...so he dosn't feel you are holding back. I ponder weither I will actualy spend much time working at the coffeehouse at all...if he is as usefull as he seems. I would be more than happy to give him a cut of the profit, if he can organize my search. Something like a 10% cut would be reasonable. So, in effect, he could be maing 5$ an hour for very little work. As of this moment, I am pondering what to tell don and jess...They will not like the information that I give to them, but hiding it too long will only make it worse. I am glad that don has found a way to pass the time, even though I don't exactly cheresh the though of him going out with a ditz, it is better than the alternitve, of being depressed, and moping around all of the time. This couch could be much more confterble...The people in this town seem to be very friendly...and willing to help a starving computer tech :) (well, actualy far from starving). I must find a way to tell tom that I didn't decide to go with his plan after all...He's going to be a bit upset at me...but at least he has a house to live in...I feel a bit upset at him, he was given that house on tenth street for free by his parents, and he continues to live in mine rent free... He expects something for nothing. And, by being one of my friends, I find it hard to tell him that his is a leach. Has alawyse been a leach, and will forever be a leach. But, he has been usefull to me. I am glad I have kept him around for the time that I did. But he has outlived his usefullness, and must find something to bide his time... I just realized that this file is just one line...one very long line...almost too long to imagiane. Katt will be home in about ten minuits, I will be pleased to see her. I love her with all my heart and soul, like I have never loved another before. She can hear words that I do not say, and I am inept at that skill, and sadly my mind gets clouded with thoughts too much to feel her emotions as I would like. Although I feel I am getting a bit better at it, but I still foul up majorly at times. Last night was not a good thing, I was so enthriled by my own hormones that I could not see inches in front of my face. That will be a much more represed in the future. Thier is no need for it anyway. Just the thought of that makes my hormones swell up from thier bowles...I cringe at it. It's going to be hell in PA, the feelings bubling up, and the realse has to be more controled...constrained...as to not attract too much attention from the wrong places. And to not cause hurt in the eyes of the other half of the set, witch is now broken. Broken, and waiting to be fixed. I have new information to pass on to cat, witch may help, or may just add to the confusion...I feel that it will hurt the situation more than it will help it, but I have been wrong before in the past...But right more often that not. All the conjecture that I can build in my mind does not take into account random variables that may occur. Ones that I cannot see. Not being there dosn't help matters at all. If I was, it would be much simpler. That too will come soon, but I only half heartedly cherrih the thought of that...for a mirad of reasons all of witch will soon come into light. EOF