The truth is out there

Well, it's been out there for quite some time now actualy. At least the parts that had been done. It's all been done, we just don't know how the script goes yet. Many scenes left in this play...

She had finaly done something, or had something done to her, whatnot, you decide, that warented action. Warented serious action. I am not shure what will be done, nar do I belive I will know all of it. But, it must be done, whatever it is. She will probably decide she hates me for this (for a while), but it's for her own good.

Spent a couple hours discussing the situation(s) with her brother, and thank the gods, he didn't want to kill me :) "I never kill the messanger, but sending him on a suicide run back with a bomb is ok" - almost a quote. He's going to figure out an appropriate action. I'm realy not in any place to be doing that sort of thing. But, he is.

In some ways, I'm suprized that it was not noticed. The information had been retaly avaliable, being online, but who would think to read my diary to find such things? But, I'm very glad it was revealed, it will just be very interesting to see what happens next. The people I talked about it with all gave me the same answer, and answer I did not want. But now that it's done, or at least the ball is rolling, it will help to solve matters.

How? I wish I knew. I just sit here, and write my current thoughts, as odd as they may be.

What's next? I wish I knew. But, truely, nobody realy knows. The answers are yet to be told. A person can speculate all they want, but that is rarely accurate. I realy need an icq client that logs, it's almost imparative at this point. Maby the stuff is laying around in /dev/kcore or something, brb.

Hmm, after searching my ram, I have found no usefull information at all. I am thinking of serching my swap space next

Went through 139 megs of swap...but to no avail

EOF