Ok, hmm, currently someplace in georgea, northbound. Left delphi's house about 4 hours ago. Hmm, a bit confused about things, Hmm, more than a bit, more like a lot.. I'm glad I took the visit, Given the choice again, I wuld do it in a heartbeat, But the whole thing just seemd odd. A bit too slow. Had a hell of a time trying to get ahold of her when I finlay got down ther. It had been about 2 years since I had seen her, seems like such a short time, but a lot of things have changed since then. She has gotten into modeling, o something like that, I'm not shure if I like that or not, a lot of bad things go along with it, drugs, sex, and eating disorders. And, as smart as she is, she is still quite impreshinable. Don't liike that much. (excuse typos, currently doing 90) When I got there, we hugged for a bit, and I realized how much weight she's lost, that concerns me a lot, it's like she's not eating very much or on drugs or something. I don't like any of those thoughts. It was just strange, like just skin and bones, hell, she doesn't even have much of an ass anyore. At least she's not fooling around anymore (Or, just not talking about it). It took forever to get talking, but once we got there, it was cool. Still was kina odd, but not bad. Her mom seemed pretty cool about it, well, as cool as any mom would be concediring thier's about a 6 year age diffrence between us. As a side note, noting bad happend. Some of the things she did made me feel wierd, one of her friends called, and she was on the fone for about 4 hours, at some point in there, she started crying, So, I got up to see if I could do anying,, if nothing else give her a sholdr to cry on. But she said she was ok, and waved me on. That was wierd. We also watched some realy good anime, but remained almost silent during it. I just don't klnow, don't even try to figure it out, it's not going to help. Finaly, A couple hours before I had to leave, it was back to normal, fully open, and good. Gave her a 2 hour lesson in VB. She seemed to catch on rather quickly. But, then I had to leaave, this made me qutie sad, conciterig how well things where starting to turn. Just before walkig out the door we hugged again, lasted for a good while. Felt realy good, wish it would have lasted longer.
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