Odd thing.txt

Lately, I've been creating these wierd genralzations about people I have never actualy met before. And, to this day, have never met any of them, so, I can't prove/disprove them. It's quite odd, but I use all the information that I have on the to create an idea of what they look like, like to do, and how they act. It's all pretty wierd. But it may not be all bad, it gives me a way to think about these people. Pretty odd, but Most likely quite harmless. But odd nevertheless. Met an interesting girl from omaha...met her through don, and he met her on icq...Actualy I've never met her, just chatted with her on icq for quite a while...She seems like a very intreging girl. After reading her page(s), I have decided that she has a few issues...but who in thier right mind doesn't?! I know I have lots of them...most of them will probably never be delt with for a long time. But, hey this is life. You live, then you die...somewhere in the middle, you might as well have some fun, because at final curtan call...Shows over, and you have to go home...Whatever home happes to be, that is left to be determined...From my current estimation, I will be in this play for another 80 years...err, more exactly, 79...But It's not a perfect estimation. I'm probably a bit too hopefull in this...will more likely be longer till I get to quit. Oh well...Could be a lot worse...Had an odd plan form in my mind...Go to the Vilige Inn on 72nt street in omaha, and meet this girl...May cause an invigurating conversation over some realy nice, hot coffee, or it may fizzle...You never know, and, might as well take a shot at it, what do I have to louse...Just a half a tank of gas, 3$, and several hours of time...Not much of a loss realy. It's not like I'd be traveling half way across the country to meet someone I've only chatted with for an hour or so. Quite odd realy...I have no idea why I had this train of thought hit me. At least it's a quite harmless one...and it's probably a better idea than going down to florida next week, and making a total ass of myself, and probably causing more problems than needbe. Hmm...And, one other odd thing...I'm not looking for sex...Not that I don't like sex, but I'm not actualy looking for it. I'm looking to meet new, and interesting people. Have a ball. And things like that. (My englesh teacher hated when I used that line...it takes up space, and says very little, but once in a blue moon, is actualy usefull) This girl has a very similar taste in music, fun activitys, and is a bit crazy...I am completely insane...Probably should be commited for all the things I tend to think about on a daily basis...But, nobody can see inside my head...Only the bits I let flow out. But, she if nothing else, seems like she would be interesting to chat with for several hours in a cafe.

Oh, and lately, azel has been looking for me, I'm not shure why at all, I've only been gone for about 2 days. I mean, it's not like I have to stay home all the time...Not much to do there...Some, but not much. In some ways, I think he wants me to report to him where I will be, and when I will be home, kina like when I still lived with my parents. I broke them of that habbit...Took a while, but it worked quite well. He also fried my internet account...spent way too much time on the thing doing dumb stuff...I only used it to check e-mail, ftp updats of my page up, and chat a little bit...mostly on off times...like 2-3am. Oh well...I'll get it back when I pay them the $$$ that they want so desperately.

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